ok, pertama2, gw mw ngasi tau, bahwa gw tu tw cwe itu kyk apa, gw tw apa yg mereka mw, gw tw gmn mendekati mereka, dll.
tapi yg tololnya, itu ilmu g bkal bisa kluar klo gw suka sma seorang wanita. knapaa?
soalnya, gw g bisa tu ngontrol diri gw sndiri klo gw uda suka ma cwe.
kalau gw g terlalu suka, gw malah bisa ngontrol tu feeling.
weird, isn't it?
padahal gw tw, klo gw buru2 blg suka sma cwe, pasti gw g bisa dptin tu cwe, tp ttp aja, gw g bs nahan diri gw sndiri
ach man, es ist aber sehr ärgerlich
jadi, karena itu gw jarang bgd bisa ngedapetin cwe yg bnr2 gw suka, krena itu jg gw g pernah awet klo pacaran
jadi buat cwe2 di luar sana, yg knal gw, klo lo bisa ngerasa gw sweet bgd sma lo, berhati-hatilah, karena mgkn ke dpnnya gw bakal cm bermain2 dgn hati kalian
sbenernya gw g mw nulis kyk ginian d blog gw, tp gw g tw mesti mencurahkan rahasia terbesar gw ini kmana lg.
I'm desperately messed up now, because of this dumb habit
I mean, I've lived for 20 years in this world, but I still couldn't get rid of this stupid things, which make me lose a lot of girls, who I knew, that I'd love her for sure
okay, it's always been so grey in this past two weeks.
there are several reasons for it,
firstly, I've bad notes in all my recent test, I've almost failed by all subjects.
moreover I couldn't manage my money well, till i have to work, even though I had so many essays to write last month.
And then I figured out that the girl, which I really like, will leave me. Well, I believed, that she got annoyed by my presence in internet.
Those reasons are enough to ruin everything in november
And tomorrow I've to do my final exam in math, and I've learned nothing till this moment, I dunno if I can meke it through, it's too late to start studying now.
I just can make a wish, that I'd be lucky enough to past this math exam
for u all, I hope that y'all are doing just well in this last month of 2010.
I'm signing out for now.
ciao
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