a letter...

hey, how are you today?
i hope you're doing okay.
anyway, i have some questions to ask,
do you know wind?
it's something unseen-able, but we can feel it.
we can feel it breezes through,
we can feel the freshness it brought,
but we can't ever contain it,
we can't possess it,
it's coming and going, and gives freshness to everyone.
for me, you've always been a wind.
am i a wind as well for you??

Random

Hello everyone, it's been quite a while since my last post (as usual) and the reason is because i have to do my exams from july til august. And they were really killing me, everyday i've to go to library and study, not so cool, right?

Anyway, i'm now in france, trying to learn french, and i've met a lot of new people, and fortunately they're really nice :) they love partying and meeting new people.

Okay off to main topic, this time it's about hatred, i found out just now that i'm a creature full of hatred. Because just now i've just made a thought bout it, and when i look back to my past, all i could say is, it's hatred that makes me develop into who i am now.

Have you guys ever heard that hatred makes one stronger? It's cliché actually, but somehow, i believe in that theory. I mean, everything that i've done, i did it just because of hatred to certain people, i think if i work hard enough, i know i could be just as good as them. It becomes like kinda motivation to me. Actually, yesterday some friends of mine said that it's not always good to compare yourself to other, they meant, it's better for me if i could just be myself. But the main problem is that, that they havent known me long enough. And of course they didnt know my weaknesses.

One of my biggest weakness is that i can be easily satisfied. I mean, if i dont have anyone to compare myself to, i'd just stop doing something halfway through. Yeap that's right, most of the time i didnt finish what i did, i took something up, and i'd stop doing it when i get bored, and i'm easily bored. That's messed up, dont you think?

And just because of that reason i need some kind of role model for myself. And somehow i often 'hate' my role model. Due to the fact that she/he can do something better than me. And i know it that i can't be the best in everything, but i mean i'm still young, and i dunno what kind of potential or talent that's hidden within me. And it wont hurt to try doing everything, right? But according to my experience, that hatred that i concealed within me made me stronger in some way. What do you guys think bout it? Gimme some of your thoughts please, it'd be always nice to hear some thoughts, you know? Okay i'm signing out right now, because i look like a geek here with some device on my thigh. So people, have a nice tuesday, and stay awesome!

Ciaoo

Dumb, ignorant, stupid, foolish

hello  everyone, it's been quite a long time since my last post. I was busy with assignments and i really didn't have any idea about what to write :S. But today i've prepared something to write, and i hope my writings would be useful for you all out there :)

Today i'll write about stupidity / ignorance / foolishness. In my point of view stupidity is divided into two groups,

1. stupidity which is caused by lack of information,

• this kind of stupidity is existed usually because of one's inability to keep up with world's rapid advance, which sometimes left some group of people trailing behind of it.
• people which belong to this category are easy to spur, for instance they'd use some classic method to solve a problem, and they often generalize something.

I'd give you an example of a person who belongs to this category.

that was a fine clear day when my brother and I got our first motorcycle, we are so excited and wanna try the thing directly. But unfortunately we had to go. After awhile we came back home and as we ignite the motor, one of our neighbour showed up and said something foolish. he thought a new motorcycle shouldn't be ignited with electric ignition (that's an old belief, but just valid for two-stroke engined motorcycle). he is certainly not an up-to-date man, and that's why he belongs to the first category.

2. on the other hand there's this stupidity which occurred because of being 'too up-to-date'

• this second category of stupidity is caused by the media, if anyone ask why, i'd say due to the fact that everyone, intentionally or not, watch what is broadcasted / spread in media. and it's getting more and more noticeable nowadays. they put a lot of things into our head and the most popular medium they're using,
• social network
• movies
• tv / radio broadcast

through those three tools, 'they' try to load up our mind with new 'ideas', and these 'ideas' would be repeated everywhere (through big screen in big cities, ads in internet, news in TV and in radio). According my recent post, ideas are resilient and highly contagious, and of course 'they' know it, that's why they always give the repetition, so that the ideas they give would be planted in our head.

• as the act or chain effect from the ideas, which were introduced by 'them', people nowadays get a 'new' perspective about something, which before now was regarded as bad thing.
• an easy example for it, about a week ago i saw a banner whose  content is about discouraging homophobic. i mean, why? it's always natural and acceptable for human beings to have certain phobia. Moreover according to basic law of nature, two species, who are not fertile (unable to give a birth), aren't supposed to be married. there's of course an exception for women, who are infertile. law of nature can be regarded as a theory which is not died out of time or modernization, that's my personal opinion.

• Subsequently 'they' provide us a tool to let the stupidity spread even more instant, this thing is currently named 'democracy'.
• as the effect of this tool, some ignorant beings have the chance to get a seat in parlement, or even be a president. this kind of effect is expected by them.
• also to be noted, the basic concept of democracy is that everyone have the same right to give their very own opinion / argument. This is the messed up part according to the fact that number of ignorant beings > smart beings. (this is the result of 'their' work in media)

The chain effect of this phenomenon could be seen in opinion or actions which are made by the group of ignorant beings. they would make foolish opinion and do imbecile actions. and why it can be put into effect? Because of democracy, it lets the people to discuss and decide which opinion or action is the best for them. The basic of it can be really good and convincing, but we have to realise that the number of ignorant beings are a lot more than smart one. From that perspective it can be stated that most of opinions which are made are foolish / ignorant / stupid. 'Their' main objective probably is to throw the world into turmoil, and by introduce democracy they have very high percentage to fulfill their objective.

During the chaos 'they' would give civilians a 'saviour', which is NOT, but as we know the majority of the people are too ignorant to see the truth. As expected almost all beings would worship him / her in the first place, he'd be like an idol. All these factors would make it easy for him to control civilians like puppets, because stupid people are easy to control and to manipulate. this theory was once mentioned by chinese philosopher, but I forget the name  :(

Last but not least here's one popular quote:

"A wise man makes his own decision, an ignorant man follows public opinion"

Have a nice Monday, folks :)

life and chances, they're connected

a very wise man once said, 'our life's defined by chances, chances we took and the chances we passed'.

at first i was like, okay that one sounds wise.

but then, at the last three days, i think about it over and over again and i realize, it is true indeed.

in our life, we had a lot of chances, which we could either take or waste.

some of us thought that our life made of the chances we TOOK, but it is also determined by them, which we passed.

if only, we haven't let some chances gone astray, our life would be different. it's due to the fact, that each chances you passed open a new path for you to walk on, and if only, if only you took it rather than passed it, it would open you a different path. but right after you making the choice - either take it or leave it - the other path is closed, because we, human being, don't have any ability to travel back in time and repeat what we've done in the past.

That's why, if you made a choice, you must go down the path you chose and not looking back. why? because you can't go back to that position, where you were about to make the decision, you ain't god.

if the path you've chosen lead you to something miserable, just be aware that it's the path you've chosen by yourself and you're fully responsible for that decision. moreover, always remember the saying, 'every cloud has a silver lining'. 

hey over there

hey over there,
how are you?
do you have problem with something?
what are you gonna do today?
how is it with your sister problem? is it already subsided?
how's your score in last exam?
there are lot of thing i wanna ask you, you know?
but i just, i just can't find you.
i can't find you, i can't see you.
probably it is too dark for us to be able seeing each other,
why don't we just turn on the lights?
none of us did it,
neither you nor me.


if only i could see you,
i'd take you to a brighter room.
and there you can see me and share your story
but, i said, 'if only'
which means, that's just an unreal imagination.

waktu, uang dan wanita

3 hal di atas berhubungan erat, seengganya menurut gue begitu. kalau mau dapet cewe, ya mesti punya 3 point itu, dan sebenernya buat cowo "normal", susah banged punya waktu dan uang. kenapa? karena kalo cowo udah punya duit, pasti mereka juga sibuk, buat nyari 'duit'.


dan dsitulah problem mulai muncul. Kalau cowo punya duit, tapi ga punya banyak waktu buat cewe, nanti ujung-ujungnya si cewe biasanya selingkuh, soalnya udah jelas sekali, kalau cewe suka diperhatiin n dimanjain, n untuk itu, girls demand 'time'. on the other hand, kalau cowonya punya bnyak waktu, tp ga punya duit, cewenya ujung-ujungnya bete, trus ninggalin tu cowo deh buat cowo yg lebih mapan.
teori ga valid kan tanpa bukti? ini nih buktinya.
sekitar 2 taun lalu, gue punya temen cewe, temen gue ini punya temen lagi, cewe juga, suamiya kerja di luar negeri, ga bakal deh tu cewe kekurangan duit. tapi apa yg dlakukan dia? dia maen trus di indo sama cowo", walaupun sebenernya dia uda married, penyebabnya, ya jelas, suaminya ga ada waktu buat dia. sedih ga sih? cowonya kerja cape" di luar, cm buat ngehidupin keluarga, ehh cewenya begitu. weird.
untuk yg teori yg satu lagi, uda bnyak lah buktinya, dimana" ada. Gue sendiri pernah ngalamin, saat" dmana gue ditinggalin sm cewe, cm karena cowo barunya lebih mapan, tipe" cowo yg udah kerja sendiri gtu deh. Pas ditanya kenapa, kaum hawa ga mungkin bilang dia jadian sm tu cowo karena duit, pasti ada lah excuse laen, yg cliche tapi indah, untuk meyakinkan bahwa dia ga matre. padahal, jujur aja sih, semua manusia juga suka kan sama duit?


well, mayoritas cewe pnya kelakuan kyk gtu, tp ada juga yang ngga. Tapi untuk dapetin yg NGGA kayak begitu susah banged pastinya, karena dunia ini udah ngajarin kita buat Life for Money instead money for life. like i said before, we dunno what gets inside our head.

PIW? schon vorbei :P

halo semuaa! akhirnya bisa posting lagi nih sayaa. Minggu ini lumayan padet, soalnya gue mesti bikin semacam karya tulis, n bru aja td siang itu semua kelar, n gue uda menunaikan tugas gue dengan baik :)

barusan gue baca lagi tulisan gue, n guess what? gue ga percaya banged gue bisa nulis kyk gtu, makanya gue seneng bgd!!

saking senengnya, gue mutusin buat ngepost tulisan gue itu. So, enjoy :)

Wirtschaftliche Auswirkung

In diesem Kapitel geht es um die wirtschaftliche Auswirkung der Rinfleischerzeugung. Ausserdem werden die wirtschaftlichen Auswirkungen vom globalen Rindfleischhandel mit denen vom regionalen gegenübergestellt .

Der globale Lebensmittelhandel hat bedeutende Auswirkung zur Wirtschaft eines Landes, da die ´Tierfabriken´ viel zu viel Rindfleisch erzeugen, damit das reservierte Geld einen maximalen Ausfuhr erreichen. Solche Maßnahmen können zum Rindfleischüberschuss führen, der für den Verbraucher gut sein könnte, da dies eine Preissenkung des Rindfleischs zur Folge hat. Dagegen führt der Rindfleischüberschuss zu einem großen Problem für die kleinen Hofbauern, weil diese Preissenkung bedeutet, dass die Hofbauern nicht mehr in diesem Markt konkurrieren können, weil das geringe Einkommen nicht mehr ausreicht um ihre Kosten zu decken. 

Während der Rindfleischpreis eine sinkende Tendenz hat, steigen die Getreidepreise deutlich aufgrund des extremes Wetters in Südamerika. Die Südamerikanische Ländern haben einen großen Einfluss auf die Getreidepreise, da sie die wichtigste Getreideproduzenten sind. Sie produzieren knapp 30% Internationaler Maisexporte und sogar 50% der weltweiten Sojaasufuhren. (DLZ)

Ausserdem sind die Pachtpreise in Deutschland relativ hoch (170-340€ je nach Region) im Vergleich zu den in großen Rinfleischproduzierenden Ländern wie Argentinien.

In Argentinien schwanken die Pachtpreise ebenso unterschiedlich, sie liegen zwischen 25 und 420 € / ha pro Jahr. Aus diesen Gründen sind sowohl die Rinderanzahl als auch die Anzahl der tierhaltenden Betriebe zurückgegangen. 

Nach Angaben des Statistischen Bundesamtes haben 22.300 (9%) Höfe in Deutschland zwischen 2007-2010 die Tierhaltung aufgegeben.

Am 30.12.11 wurde festgestellt, dass die derzeitige Rinderanzahl den niedrigsten Punkt seit 1900 erreicht hat. Im 1900 waren es 18,9 Mio. Rinder, 1950 14,8 Mio., im Jahr 2000 waren es 14,5 Mio, und am 30.12.11 waren es nur 12,8 Mio. Damit kann man erkennen, dass die Entwicklung der Rinderanzahl rückläufig ist.

In Argentinien traten auch ähnliche Entwicklungen bei den Rinderbeständen auf. Gemäß der Angabe des Statistischen Bundesamtes ist die Entwicklung der Rinderbestände im 2009 um -2,5% gesunken, im Vergleich zu der im 2008. Die konkrete Entwicklung wird mit folgender Abbildung dargestellt.

Die Rinderbestände sanken 2009 wegen der Dürre, da sie die Ursache des Rindersterbens war, weil es vernünftig war die Rinder zu schlachten, anstatt sie langsam sterben zu lassen.

Demnächst vergleichen wir die Anzahl des erzeugten Rindfleischs in Argentinien und in  Deutschland, der durch die unten gezeichnete Grafik dargestellt wird.

Für das Jahr 2010 produzierte Argentinien 2,6 Mio. t SG Rindfleisch, während die Rindfleischproduktion in Deutschland auf 1,2 Mio. t SG (+1,2%) gestiegen ist. Es ist dann zu beachten, dass in Argentinien mehr als doppelt so viel Rindfleisch erzeugt wird, im Vergleich zu den in Deutschland.

Trotz der großeren Produktionsmenge muss die argentinische Regierung den Rindfleischausfuhr einschränken. Der große Konsum des Rindfleischs ist ein Grund dafür. Außerdem bemüht die Regierung durch die Ausfuhreinschränkung den Rindfleischpreis im Inland niedrig zu halten. Gemäß der Angabe von dem auswärtigen Amt betrug den Rindfleischkonsum im 2010 in Argentinien 57 kg pro Kopf. Im Gegensatz dazu betrug der Rindfleischkonsum im dasselben Zeitraum in Deutschland 8,7 kg pro Kopf.

Nach dem Zensus hat Argentinien im 2010 40.518.951 Bevölkerung, das heißt der jährliche Fleischkonsum war 2.309.580 t SG Rindfleisch. Nicht zu vergessen, dass Argentinien seine Rindfleisch auch ausfuhren muss, und laut das auswärtige Amt hat Argentinien im 2010 0,30 Mio. seine Rindfleisch ausgefuhrt. Zusammenfassend waren im 2010 nur 2,3 Mio. Rindfleisch für die Inländische Bevölkerung vorhanden, es mangelte noch an ca. 9500 t SG Rindfleisch um die gesamte Bevölkerung zu versorgen. Dies ist möglicherweise eine Erläuterung von dem Rindfleischpreisanstieg und der rückläufigen Tendenz des Rindfleischkonsums.

Im gleichen Zeitraum fuhrte Deutschland 22% von der Gesamten Rindfleischausfuhr aus Argentinien ein, das heißt Deutschland fuhrte 66.000t SG Rindfleisch ein. Zusammen mit der Inlandsproduktion 2010, ergibt sich 1,266 Mio. t SG Rindfleisch in Deutschland.

Mithilfe der Angabe der Bevölkerungsanzahl (81,7 Mio. Menschen in 2010) ist der gesamte Fleischkonsum in Deutschland  710.790 t SG, etwa 0,55 Mio. t SG weniger als das vorhandene Rindfleisch.

Durch die Statistikenrechnung ist es offenbar, dass es in Deutschland einen deutlichen Überschuss an Rindfleisch gibt. Dies verursacht Veränderungen im einigen Wirtschaftbranchen sowohl in Deutschland als auch in Argentinien. In Deutschland ist die Ursache des ´Rindfleischüberschuss`, und daraus folgt eine Rindfleischpreissenkung.

In Argentinien verursacht der Mangel am Rindfleisch eine abnehmende Rindfleischnachfrage. Zusammen mit der Dürre, sind sie die vorwiegende Gründe, warum viele Hofbauern ihre Rinderhaltung aufgegeben haben.

Gäbe es keine Veränderung beim Globalhandel, würden immer mehr Rinderzüchtern ihre Rinderhaltung aufgeben müssen.

Die Lösung dafür ist die Einschränkung des Rindfleischausfuhrs, damit die inländische Nachfrage nach Rindfleisch gedeckt werden kann. Anderseits soll in Deutschland mehr Rindfleisch aus  eigenem Region verzehren, da es günstiger ist, und damit die Nachfrage nach eingefuhrtem Rindfleisch reduziert werden kann. Wenn die Nachfrage gering wäre, würde folglich den Angebot sich verringern.

make you feel my love

When the rain is blowing in your face,
and the whole world is on your case,
I could offer you a warm embrace
to make you feel my love.

When the evening shadows and the stars appear,
and there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years
to make you feel my love.

I know you haven't made your mind up yet,
but I would never do you wrong.
I've known it from the moment that we met,
no doubt in my mind where you belong.

I'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue,
I'd go crawling down the avenue.
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
to make you feel my love.

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
and on the highway of regret.
Though winds of change are throwing wild and free,
you ain't seen nothing like me yet.

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.
Nothing that I wouldn't do.
Go to the ends of the Earth for you,
to make you feel my love, 

to make you feel my love.

video link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0put0_a--Ng

hope y.o.u enjoy it

she and her world

our world is really different, and we are also different. the easiest difference is that i'm a boy  and she's a girl. we live in different continent, which means the timezone different is existed.

our way of life and our environment differ as well, i live a quite unorganized life, whereas she lives organized and busy life.

she likes doing stuff for organization, on the other hand i barely had experience working in organization. she doesn't like to be alone, i love individualism.

but the funny part is, we knew each other since we were child. Back then we didn't talk much, maybe because we had this one habit, we don't really talk that much.

As time went by, we turned into teenagers and went to our very own path. I met her once when she was still in high school. our meeting was accidentally, i was with my gf, and she was with her boyfriend-wannabe. that time, i could already see that she would grow up into a stunning girl.

and things went surprisingly well according to my guess. By the time she was 19, she had a lot of boys around her. and in that time i came to her, like a fucking loser. of course she ignored me, i knew it would happen. But i don't really give a shit bout it, because my heart has been torn apart by another girl. So i thought, i just wanna get to know her.

but at last i fell for her. Actually i knew i shouldn't fall for her. why? because she wasn't interested in me, foo shoo!

but then, i flew to indonesia, and we had chance to spend time together. and all i can say is, it's worth it. she's quite talkative, charming, and knows how to dress, she's just perfect.

the messed up part is, she had already a boyfriend that time. well, she has actually almost always a boyfriend.

and then, i flew to china to visit my elder brother. i spent like 9 days there and flew back to jakarta. by the time i got to the car, my cellphone rang, it's from her, she asked me to accompany her to a hotel. actually that's a chance to get her, but i let it slip away. I said i've just landed and was so tired. maybe things could be different if i took her that day.

ach ja, one more thing, she really hate it to regret things, but i love to regret things.

so, till this very second, i've been single for like 1,5 years. and all that time, i've been trying to get close to her. but still, no positive results. Sometimes when i wanna stop with it, i'm afraid that i'm already close to the finish line.