you n why you?

it's quite a long time, you know?

i mean, i've been running long enough to 'capture' you. 2010 till 2011 and keep on counting, it's long enough for you, i HOPE.

but i wonder, why do you always come and go like wind? it's like i can feel you for a while, but then you go away. i can say it's too short.

and after awhile you'd show up and ask how things going, like nothing's happened.

for me it's really something when you text me, even it's just a short word. but i don't know if you feel the same. it really is not comforting.

maybe it's me who is giving too much hope. then i'm the guilty one...